Balancing act... Seems to me that my pendulum swings all out of proportion. There is really no balance per se, I am either "working till I drop" or "perpetually quiet". How does one go about centering? And what happens to the high peaks once the deep crevices are gone? Shall I learn to live the peakless/valleyless existence this time around or shall I stretch it into another go-around? A bit dizzy right now...